If pain must come, may it come quickly. Because I have a life to live, and I need to live it in the best way possible. If he has to make a choice, may he make it now. Then I will either wait for him or forget him.
"For just as we are all brought forth from the womb, so, too, must we all one day pass from this world. It is only natural—like the rising and the setting of the sun."